Zaineb never took an interest in me for me. She wanted to go to Saudi cause its cool to say you have been to Saudi. The man she was trying to get to take her there always seemed more interested in her if she spoke of me, and when she said she could get custody if she wanted, he said please do.
We were Muta married under her guardianship for the period from the time of clenching the agreement to the first sign of my menstral blood, at which time the marriage would be desolved.
When I was married to Alawi, I had a specific number of panties which I had to wear on specific days (previous women may have tried to hide the ages of their charges and he was doing this to be careful lest he cause pregnancy). The panties had to be washed every day by Zaineb. As time went on he became complacent about this but one day he noticed on pair had gone missing for quite a while. He told me not to go anywhere with Zaineb and left the apartment forever.
It was his intention never to return and for me to stay there till I died. He continued to rent the apartment for many years afterwards so that no one would go in.
I remember about him that he used to aim his ejaculation at my eyes and that it would feel goopy. Its because my blue eyes were odd to him and they always were what caught his attention.
Zaineb one day saw the crust around my eyes and eyelashes and realized that if it was discovered what was happening there we would all be killed, so she led him to notice the missing panties.
After Alawi left, Zaineb came back and we went to great brittian where I gave birth.
I think that was the first time.
When Zaineb returned me to Becky, Becky didnt understand at first, until I told her I couldnt whipe all the blood off my butt and she began screaming in rage to be left with a girl past her prime.
