Wednesday, March 13, 2019

Topics in people with money

I wonder if dad had FB shut off until they deal with the bs about me being the devil as all us girl are because we made them rape us and everything else they did at their convenience.

Facebook is downish

I just read the outage is worldwide but I still wonder considering how innane people can be that my filming a sex offender at work is what set off a chain of events.

Monday, October 8, 2018

I'm wondering about the biochemistry of the sardonic mindset

I think someone may have figured it out and aerisolized it though.
Someone proposed the theory that it is a visceral thing resulting from exposure to najas in an really inappropriate place though Aunt Peg never donated to libraries and said that they were as their founders intended regarding their opinions and activities with the common masses.
*the standard gas that they spray around because they are too pussy to actually just punch someone is phosphine, smoking tobacco actually helps with that one*

The World May Never Know, not for awhile anyway

I suspect that there is a non event bonus out there moldering on a shelf forgotten amidst surplus participation ribbons and stockpiled sprinkles.
People still don't understand Dad very well in terms of his expectations and means of verification of facts. They believe still too often that when he sets a condition on a set of opportunities that if you write down on paper that you have met the conditions he will just take that at face value and in contradiction of any other documents he has. If you ask for something and he says something impossible needs to happen first, as you see things impossible, then you need to either ask for something less or for the means to start the process of meeting that condition because if you decide its wise to waste his time setting a date at which you are sure you will meet the goal he set otherwise, planning to say that Chris for example is not a drug dealer and that I'm a crazy whore, so there is no problem, the drug problem has been fixed and never existed at the same time you might find yourself in a contact box where he has decided that it is all the same to him and anyone he takes seriously whether you are dead, alive or levitating over a pile of unicorn poo.
*Dad actually does get curious about the circumstances that lead people to levitate or show any signs of accomplishment of the practices that lead to levitation such as springing into the air from a lotus position while in a fit of absolute frustration, none of us expect to hear anyone has done that around here any time soon*

Thursday, September 13, 2018

More Interesting Problems

So we haven't moved along much since the eugenics campaigns of the 20th century and it is reflected in every aspect of the modernization of "our way of life". I was thinking about this because of how badly contaminated Willy is in the afternoons, how he avoided me in the morning probably for the same reason, and I don't know what all supplements I'd have to do to not feel it at all, but it takes up a ton of my income. Prices have come down and products have been refined and I can find some things in the woods, though I was thinking it was really probably better to order them from places where they are grown in volcanic soil far away from places people accumulate for no known good reason. And I really need to get my weight down anyway and deal with the ear mights and mights as wells.
https://lyricstranslate.com/en/jerim-j%D0%B5%D1%80%D0%B8%D0%BC-j%D1%83%D1%80%D0%B8%D0%BC-%D0%BC%D0%BE%D1%8F-%D0%B7%D0%B5%D0%BC%D0%BB%D1%8F-my-land.html

Jурим, Моя Земля, My Land

These Taigas which are my homeland
These flowing rivers, these hills
This land of mine that comes to me from antiquity
The breezy blue skies of mine
 
These pastures spreading afar
Warriors with love of the motherland in their hearts
The ancient graves of the mighty ones
With the ideals that are long forgotten by others
 
And with the revenge to be taken from her enemies
It has been able to remain alive, my Altai
O my Altai, flowing rivers and her singing birds
This is what gives her soul breath

anyway I just found a website that translates Altai Kai lyrics, this is what I imagine they are saying, this land is our land and we have the means to keep it by our way of life, the same as anyone else says, but these people don't keep their land by means of poison, I've heard our ancestors kept it despite poison, people who survived poison moved there, ideals and revenge, like everyone, in mongolia if you don't have jealousy actually they don't let you stay. 
I keep thinking about mugwort, and wormwood, but I think its Henry at the moment, there aren't many people living in the Altai mountains, but the fertility rate is as high as for the rest of the mongol types. We think of some people in the region as being sheeple, but someone has to manage them who is not sheeple, but sheeple don't let the young of other types survive among them. 

Tuesday, September 4, 2018

I wonder what will happen in 2021

I know I updated my payment information twice on ATT prepaid but my phone went dead this morning. It does appear that they didn't want to owe everyone ten bucks in a class action suit though because I still got my auto pay bonus.
Anyway, I agreed to settle a medical bill by allowing a collection of genetic material about 20 years ago, they took an egg. I have another daughter that wasn't sold for the price of a goat who is all business all the time, and she has a big group of friends who are of the same nature. I think that has an influence on how people act when they combine in a way that no soul is already waiting for, even in populations that are better adapted to the nature of our physical forms in general, including being very convincing verbally.
There is a religious consideration but really that leaves surprisingly little marking on a person.

Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Well, That's Not Going To Work

I'm here practicing my writing skills. I went to the survey at Tellthebell and told them that the nacho chips in my order were rancid, like way too old and the oil in them had turned.
I wanted to also update my phone but that's apparently not going to happen right now.
This place makes me pretty grumpy to think about things its a total troll zone and I wonder if the place needs and exorcism or something but its pretty casual right now. I think there's just a lot of people using the wifi at this time of day, but the morning patrons tend to like to do whatever they can to encourage people to come at another time of day.
On the way here I heard some of the usual joker types talking about spliffs and stuff like that and acting rasta, they all looked like their mother named them Blayne. I had the thought that a solid dose of reality might be timely but I feel like someone is looking over my shoulder so anyway.
It looks like Sunny is getting really upset at the way I've been doing my hair. I looked up Phoenician fashion today it said women wore their hair intricately pinned but I suspect it was just knotted. Young men would have had to learn to leave women with their hair up alone, and covered even more so. But they wore the typical outfit of a time when fabric was costly and looms narrow, if dresses had sleeves or reached the knees someone was showing they had more dollars than cents.
A picture of Jezebel came up in the search, I think someone from the outside put in a special order for that girl at the temple. And eventually people figured out that all the real women were living in the villages so the villages had to start hiding around the world. The trolls just spotted me or someone is smoking dope.
On to the next topic well one more thing, the married men knew about the village women, I'm just saying, and I've literally planted my dreads under flowers without some intervention.
So last night they did the uncleaned distribution and said that was all that there would be here, but whenever they've tried this before people got scarce on them, people of all types get tired of being sick and drug dealers arent in any mood to cook milk and women who think little things and so forth are not gross see that kind of thing as work they aint meant for and stuff.
I'm badmouthing the friends of people who should know what a RICO case is and they are very vocal about me doing it. I think I deserve a medal for that.
So I think tomorrow is just about updating the system and routine and a set number of identical letters goes out every week, and I've been screwing with people, because I dont know if all the mountains of reports about me torturing my bunny or whatever I'm accused of get read past the first documented lie, and I've periodically pointed out that the people saying these things are on drugs, racist, sexually inappropriate, and just astounding in so many ways.

Monday, August 13, 2018

No They Didn't Kick Me Out Of Here

I just got tired of it for awhile. I need to walk a certain amount every day or I wear out my flooring basically, and I don't need to go to Kroger every day, some people treat that as suspicious too. I guess that's a good topic, I need to practice both writing and speaking out loud or the skills allocation gets absorbed into something else.
When the FBI calls the local PD and tells them that there are people that they could round up today and they say we have our own list of priorities that you cannot influence, the FBI should really stop calling them all together, not take their calls at all, and keep things separate from that community. Some say its like the wolves and the buffalo and you don't want to intervene too much but the buffalo are dying of starvation at this point because the FBI has been helping them get into all the wolf dens and wiping out the cubs and mothers.
Anyway, people come here from out of state anyway, one of them being New Jersey that will be developed instead of Indiana and they would love to hear from the FBI about what a group of sweet little 18 year olds got it into their heads all by their lonesome to do around here.
Subaru has said they wont move, and if business gets impossible here they will retire from business all together, but again I pointed out market share has to go somewhere.

Tuesday, August 7, 2018

Might As Well Practice Writing Skills While I'm Here

So I'm at the library again because BHA doesn't fax and the computer lab doesn't have a printer. I tried to have a printer of my own twice, but I don't control all the keys to my home and both mysteriously broke. I eventually couldn't maintain a computer or have cable either, but Iphone SEs are cheaper anyway, and Hulu and Netflix together are cheaper than cable which I also can't have because people kept diverting my line and I got tired of the repair guys.
So Miss Nobody and Her Boy are the topic for today. I wonder where he really came from, I had the flash on the way here that he might be Robert the child of a black woman up the block from us on Lynn Lane whose mother got mouthy with Becky and I thought it was the coolest thing I'd ever seen a woman do, not that I liked what she said about Robert not being able to play or talk with us, but I know my feeling at that time was she is so cool too bad she seems to hate us.
Dignity seems to really upset Miss Nobody and the maintenance staff has found a new topic to deride me on in that I'm doing everything I can to keep my apartment spotless. Its impossible and I was looking at how the tiles had been misaligned in various locations, not random locations, but all tightly aligned except right by the kitchen sink, where one would stand presumably, there is a gap that will always be full of debris. and I also wonder where on earth is all the dust coming from, how did they contrive that one?
They flat refuse to cap the pipe access. They keep calling it a drain, and HAND doesn't see it as a priority like the caulk around my bathroom sink that was no worse than the caulk around any other place until Jamison got hold of it, now its way worse. I have before and after pictures and a video of his repair in progress.
Back to the kitchen, I noticed that no matter how many times I clean the sink itself a black stain keeps reemerging from around where it should be too tightly sealed to have that problem, and I wondered last night if the cabinets were designed to crumble. I know all of this is cataloged on a different set of books so that Alan doesn't have to give anyone a perfect score or even a passing score on inspection unless he chooses to, and I was reminded of my writing in compulsory school and how it was graded, that was before spell check, but they knew it was coming.

Friday, March 30, 2018

The Song That Never Ends

Protest songs aren't today what they were in the 60's. Today if I had a hammer I'd use it on the zombies, and peaceful protest means merely being sardonic in the face of circular logic. For example my shoulder just started to tell me that poison gas has been sprayed here at the library and I said Hey Siri, what is the geneva protocol, and she read it out loud to the room. I suspect that we named her that after "No Siree" and if you think I'm kidding ask her if your Iphone is waterproof. She will tell you that there is nothing playing at the moment, and if you ask her again she will say that its not in the library or "Siree don't play that".
Anyway, zinc seems to be important to whatever is going on. My system will use detours whenever it runs out of road, but the same can't be said of hybrids and other types of people. hang on just thought of something, I'm not sure how I got her trained to read out the Geneva Protocol but I will keep working on it because the program adapts.
I remember a conversation I had with Dad about the gas, and with Tommy as well. Dad said it would help a problem resolve more quickly and Tommy said it would chelate the lead out of my system and I suspect that I am less radioactive than I was back in those days.
People have already tried to renig on the deal about curing president Carter in exchange for help on my neuralgia, I don't know what half a cancer cure looks like but we might find out. All I can say is I tried my best.
So you told the guy in red to quit it, what do you plan to do next when he does not or the next guy does it, tell him?
Anyway, there's a bunch of stuff that does not justify poison gas attacks, race, religion, and fashion. (fashionism?)

https://www.facebook.com/100003156917605/videos/1362539653861252/

in this video you can see something that holocaust survivors remember

Thursday, January 4, 2018

Having Trouble With Words

I just got swarmoned
I guess its someone's one hour of computer time a week all at once all of a sudden.
Anyway, four big guys just sat down like synchronized swimmers so I looked up to see what it was about.
I noticed today that my weight is creeping up again, not a lot but my leg isn't as hollow as I would like it to be. I'm experimenting with different macronutrient ratios, trying to get my fat higher and carbs lower, because it seems to make a really big difference on how badly I feel other people's problems when I do that. I put peanut butter in my whey shake and slathered some raisin bread with butter, but I ate four pieces of that, I really am trying to incorporate donated food into bringing my budget under control, but they buy closeouts from a charity dedicated to pantries and availability is what it is.
Hotzetiger was talking about ven diagrams and multiple choice tests, it was kinda a long video and I think mongolia censors online communication so people are passing around flash drives and stuff like its cuba. So I didn't get in that people from our background don't fits so we don't sits, I don't even know if mongolia has lolcats. It doesn't matter what kind of box it is, its not the box for us, cardboard or the kind you check on an exam.
Anyway, there's also the matter that though a lot of us are technically capable of a lot of things there are entry procedures by design into the different traditional professions designed for the sake of limiting how badly things can go, and people who aren't inclined to go badly to begin with need to make do doing something else. Fortune telling for money is one of those things, and increasingly religion, and when you consider that the empowerment originatesish from the Egyptian temples that makes sense. Its one thing if you are gathering to help people find their inner strength and apply in appropriately in the world with some of the less regulated empowerments that don't directly relate to employment and its another when you are gathering to do damage control over your drug and human trafficking cartel. Those people have to pay the fortune teller's tax or do something else, neither option is likely to go over well with them.


Wednesday, January 3, 2018

Topics In Swatting

So swatting is when you call the police and pretend to be someone else and claim to be in the process of doing something really dangerous and harmful to people who are at your mercy so that the police show up at the door of the person you are claiming to be loaded for bear, with the intention that the person who is confronted by the police this way is unable to process the situation rapidly enough to prevent being harmed in the process, its basically homicide by cop.
Gramps drilled me constantly on this and what to do if large numbers of police showed up at my door, the main thing was just to stay inside until they went away but if it looked like they were going to bust the door down as it did a couple of years ago then I have to go out and implement plan B very calmly and moving very slowly, even that is not enough though when police are being coached by support organizations to save the tax payers the money of a trial in hostage cases, anything can be construed as threatening.
On NPR last night they were talking about how to prosecute swatting, its not real clear especially on the federal level with murder being a state issue, but murder for hire or solicitation of murder is a federal thing, and payment doesn't have to be offered but the reasonable expectation that death will result is necessary. Another way to take it that I think is much more likely is the blatant disregard for human life, as may police related shootings resulting in death as there were last year 1000+ actually, whether they are good shoots or not, its a reasonable expectation that if you tell the police that you are someone who has just killed someone and who has hostages and is armed there is the same or greater likelihood of death or grievous injury as if you decide to fire a gun off in a random direction without aiming, or even if you fire off a round or two at someone's house from the outside, you can't see where the people are inside but you know you could hit them maybe. That's the direction that I would take the prosecution in if I were in control of things like this, especially when a swat call results in a police shooting related death of a father of two in his early 20's.
I don't know what Sherry said she was doing the day she called the police claiming to be me from her listed land line knowing that the 911 map was messed up and it was unclear where she was calling from specifically. I knew when I saw so many police showing up that someone had told a pretty big lie to get them there, and that the likelihood was high that many of the police out there were in on the truth of the lie, or had been primed for a period of time to easily accept certain types of scenarios as more probable than anything I could tell them about what I had factually just been doing (freeing up storage space on my cell phone, my one and only phone, that I had never used to call the police with after obtaining a new one with a new number in October previous).
I just remember that day was nice and warm for February, and that when I walked up to my apartment from the library that afternoon and saw the police car stop on my street and park I immediately thought oh know what have I been accused of today.
Another thing that the lawyer speaking on NPR last night mentioned was "obstruction of justice" charges, I think that would be relevant in what has been going on towards me here in Bloomington Indiana, but I don't know how the feds would go about that one, it seems like a crap shoot to be honest, even though I believe that is specifically what has been going on, that people are making false reports about me resulting in thousands of police man hours being diverted away from actual crimes, sometimes in general just to wear staff down and sometimes acutely specific, like people want to engage in a criminal activity in a particular place and they want to make sure that they police are focused on someone who can't be cleared of wrong doing by any of the usual means (some kkk member calls the police and tells them to bugger off) so they call in weird information and the police follow me to the mall while they rob the Chase bank on the west side of town. But usually its drug and prostitution ongoing in the park on one end, while I'm walking on the other.