The woman who followed me today had a nun type haircut. People spread rumors such women are gay but in reality they dont have sex at all. They arent religeous at all so they arent really nuns, but the difference is negligible because they are attached to the catholocism based university system (they entire system is based on a mode of education developed by catholics). She was moving slow as a side effect of strong psychotropics which she has been on for as long as Ive been seeing her following me and are probably the condition she must meet to be allowed to work and treated like a human being. But she isnt allowed to have sexual relationships as that might cause enteraction with her showing whatever it is that makes her a little different from others, worse than that they dont want her to breed, they dont want people to accept her on that level as could happen in a long term sexual relationship.
They tell people whatever they want about me to make them hate me, they tell opposite things to diffrent groups. Bloomington supports a large number of social isolated groups that have no shared points of interaction. Some people are told Im muslims, others are told I am not. Some are told I am gay, some are told I am homophobic, some are told I am transgendered, others are told I was born a freak, some are told Im a woman others are told I am a man and some are told Im a whore, had abortions, blew up an abortion clinc, ran drugs, was a narc and like I said the list goes on and on.
I realized this evening though that I may have a problem in a year or two as my menapause gets more advanced. The one thing that has always stopped the transgendered rumors was my periods. The only way to overcome this is to find some of my children and expose the situations that caused their conception and led to them being where they are.
I've mentioned before that there is no way for me to accept when a child of mine sides with the people who did every kind of evil thing to me beyond a reasonable period of adjustment. I realize some of them may be very angry with me for pursuing this, but they were born and concieved in slavery, their mother is still in slavery and the only way I can see to get me out of it is to make sure that there is evidence that I am really a woman.
Of cource if they start saying men can give birth, Im going to join Bamarrow and start eating people.
