The dirtier and muddier this issue gets, the likelyhood of continued interaction increases.
Also a clear cut issue is easier to stick to a story on.
Since people are bringing things up I will state what I remember to be true.
Gary was dealing drugs and one of his drug dealing buddies was a Turk who pretended to religious sincerity. This mans name was ali and he was tall and had reddish hair. He had no sense of humor at all. He was the one who gave names to the children of people who had visited the islamic meetings and whose children had acompanied them, he gave them names for the children, in case they remembered anything and returned. All the brown eyed dark haired girls got names like Sameera, Jasmine, and Arab or Turkish sounding names that also passed for american names. But the light haired blue eyed girls got boys names like Ali that sounds like Holly so that it would be easy to say "no muslim would ever name a girl Ali". This man told a story to Gary and some others present that the Turks used to rape the children of christian leaders when they conquered their countries while reciting the prayer, then they would abuse these children for every kind of sexual thought or deed even if the child was too young to understand so that they would associate the words that they heard with great anxiety. This was because these children were raised to be in the army, and if they became muslims they would be given military promotions, so they wanted to be sure that would never happen, because even if people so treated knew every word of Quran and Hadith was the truth and followed everything to the letter, they would never be able to pray without feeling deep fear that would cause them to make mistakes in the prayer. Then they made sure to support schollars who swore that they would never make a concession regardless of what was said in the quran or hadith about illness and culpability and they would slandar any schollars who said that such people had an illness that prevented prayer but other than that did not effect their ability to be good muslims, much like someone whose tounge had been removed or someone who couldnt stand. And they would even say that there are signs that such people do pray, like the quadrapalegic pray, but without outward signs so dont look for them. He said that a few did try to be muslims anyway, but so many people followed them around pointing out their every fault that one or two had killed themselves or so it apeared.
I used to argue with this man when he expected obedience to him from people rather than obedience to allah and when he concealed truth when it was against him and spread lies when it helped him. So he said this story in front of Gary who had talked to him about being unable to continue to pretend to be muslim and to be upset that I took this seriously.
Gary is well known among all who know him to have skill in mimiking voices. So that when he raped me he recited quran in the voice of the man who taught him, it was a turkish voice, a deep voice. Whether I heard that voice any time in my life other than then and later on, when I heard it later on I responded like was hearing the same voice, though at no time did I think that it was other than Gary who raped me, and it was never said by me that Ali raped me. If someone else is saying that, maybe they know something I dont know.
Again, no one does things like this to allow them not to be successful. No matter what comes forth he will not stop his lies about me, and will add to them and change them, but I will keep saying this story this same way.
