Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Still Not Getting Along With People

I dont know how many people have the abiltiy to understand this one. There have been some relationships where both the husband and wife had the same economic level and could meet up in differnt places, but if my husband did stop by for sex and I knew about it now, there is no way I wouldnt be angry about that and think things like hes slumming or just screwing me around.
And Im just still not good company. Im mellowing, but slowly, and Im starting to like having my own space.
*one time or more when plain old dead by your estimation, Dad and my husband discussed people they knew who the wife was wealthy and involved in business and stuff and she met her husband who was also a business man and he used to always say that he was always figting the things she did in business, feeling guilty or angry when they were togeather and he was feeling a little owned. The way I remember these things shows that the brain functions on levels machines can not yet detect even when there seem to be no other life signs, and that there is nothing satanic about our method of anesthesia*