I'm different in many ways from the people around me most of the time. I'm a lot more perceptive and better at making decisions, but I also have a lot of other behavioral traits that I don't share with people around me and in the absence of other people like me I have mistakenly linked those behavioral traits to my perception and decision making skills. Most people with my behavioral traits are below average in perception and decision making, some very far below average, but I never realize this when I am talking to them. At least I never did before.
Donny learned early in life that she doesn't make good decisions on the gross level (on a smaller level she has things like good taste and nice preferences and a fun imagination) but that lots of people were available to offer to make major decisions for her and some were better than others while some were no better than her just bossier and less attached to results concerning others. While she sometimes thinks about what she would choose in some situations she doesn't actually desire to be in that position.
When Dad sent her on a break, afraid she was about to lose her sexuality, she was wearing a nose ring in the american indian style, or through the septum. It wasn't a very comfortable ring and she later discovered it had been altered so she couldn't get used to it. Not only did I find it unbearably sexy, but somehow it made it difficult for me to resist my impulses to just use her for things, though she complained I was inhibited, didn't have much imagination and was reliving memories not trying new things. When I saw her later without the nose ring I was unable to stop obeying her and couldn't give her orders. That is a recipe for disaster in our relationship, and although she has been trained in conditioned behaviors I wont have to guide, she will destabilize if I treat her like that.
When we use people through transmigration to do things we wish but are against their nature even though they are consistent with their public role, we often think of it or speak of it as dragging them by the nose like an ox or camel. Unless guided otherwise, when I am engaged in these activities often for the sake of Dad I will move my head like being pulled by the nose at times.
When I met Smegma II he didn't have a ring and I treated him like a man, though I was confused by his lack of dominance and encouraged any small flicker of it no matter how bizarre or inappropriate to the situation. I also focused on the behaviors we had in common and not our intellectual differences. I suspect he could become very high headed yet I would have no difficulty regarding his status in our interactions if he also had a nose ring.
Dad actually had him for a special reason. He completely appreciates that Smega has a lot of value he just doesn't want to put energy into him any more. He can allow any of us to be him or other people, but those of us who aren't Detsus weren't ever Smegmas either. However Smegma had children by people while in role and so he was able to find a woman whose ancestry he felt best reflected Smegma's world descended from some of those children. That is why he chose the woman he did for Smegma II.
We like the idea that people around here of a certain type be subordinant to a man who is not dominant among men or free women, who is indecisive, lacks foresight of consequences, but is also a total pervert. Serving a man who has power of life or death but has nothing about him that commands respect takes a special sort and we are willing to sort through many to find just a few like that.
