Wednesday, August 4, 2010

Fertile And Barren Women

Women like my cousins are actually called fertile women, that is because they dont have a period of fertility but remain fertile all their lives. Women like me used to, but at some point that changed and we had a time in our youth when we could conceive and then any further conceptions would be very rare even if we lived to be more than a thousand. Something about what makes our shapes different makes our hormones different.
If there is one woman on the planet in my shape it is me and if there is not one Jesus isnt here either. But sometimes there are more of us. All my daughters by Jesus have my same shape rather than the shape of my cousins and my daughters by others, but because of the dangers of our times we couldn't let them express that shape.
I had five pregnancies that marked my body. As a result we decided for the sake of later continuity to reserve five sets of conceptions in stasis until we have things more under control. Some people see things and cant not ask about them and without the children to point to imaginations will run wild though I will use surrogates when the time comes.
We are setting up appropriate housing for the women of our family. We decided that it suits us to have a family harem rather than individual harems for the different men, though because part of our family is on the other side of the world they might have to start something there that joins us later. Because my husband is the big boss all the men whose women live with us have to be my mahrams, though right now this is actually considered Other Brother's house but that doesn't change anything. Though the men have different ranks and their women also, we can work out a system that includes and augments all of us. Outsiders might not know which are my sons women or which are my brothers or which brother or son and eventually my husband will add more women as well though we aren't to that generation yet.
I was told a story a long time ago about these vast plantations where people lived in small houses all over the place and had a lot of autonomy over what they did as long as the met certain goals. They said there was one where you could ride for several days and not leave it, but you also didn't know it was a plantation, though legally is also wasn't a kingdom except for the fact that that is what it was.
But imagine the kingdom we are building if what I am talking about doing is only the harem.
*Sara looked a lot like me and was in her 80's or 90's when she had Issac, Hajjar may have been a lot older but she looked like my cousins, when I was naturally fertile I was too small to bear and I was given some kind of drug to prevent it, later I was given another to prolong my fertility and it didn't wear off till I was 100. Its possible that when Sara concieved her women looked around for the blessing Allah used, trying to find what she did different that day and found an herb or mineral. As with everything of this nature in most cases it is better to bow to nature, but there are extenuations which everyone defines differently and they all have consequences which everyone takes differently*