Its hard to separate Gramps and my grandfather sometimes, but they both like fighters and fights. Grandfather is more into the medical and dietary end of things, like sports medicine and sports nutrition and at least one of them told me at least once that they know when to throw in the towel so whatever I'm salient of that gives me the willies is in good hands.
Bubba asked me why some people call him Ferdinand, and I explained that again, I said that's a seal of approval from us if the prostitutes and witches are calling him that. He explained to me the closest thing he has to pornographic thoughts and I explained the medical procedure he was describing and that it explains why he was undervalued among the Buddhists. We talked about how they all claim that they want a child who says nothing but Om and stares off into space all day until someone gives them just that. That's why discovering what engages a man is important because if you don't even their children's own mother cant wake them up.
Engagement can be hierarchical however, my Grandfather is very into fighting and once told me I wouldn't recognize my son unless I did jumping jacks, skipping rope is difficult for us for some reason, and we get discombobulated if we get out of breath, but we can strengthen our lungs and hearts to where we can go for a long time without raising our heart or breathing rate and learn strategies and forms to block being drawn out into activity that will raise these things.
This morning I overheard a conversation about killing me in menopause, and how the women who were killed in the past knew what they needed to do but tired of it or spending money to do it. Gramps tried to get me to adopt that diet from an early age, but its really not possible unless you control your food choices, and there are herbs that only the men know that they can slip in among the supporting foods and herbs that I know of myself. This is the case with other medical situations like developmental phases of childhood as well.
I sneezed a few minutes ago, they use some kind of nose irritant to test new air flow patterns after a furniture shuffling here. I get the impression that the people who think that pinheads who listen to world music, read the news, check face book, write stories and drink herbal tea really shouldn't be at the library as often as people who will rent the carols for drug dealing and prostitution are starting to hear a scripted speech from office holders more and more often about how with all the drug dealing and prostitution going on they really don't have time to have meetings and phone calls with people who want to knitpick the absolutely legal activities of a pinhead. Tommy told me that they had machines that could tell what gasses were traveling where because of air viscosity changes that were visually apparent on some spectrums and that there were variations of this machine that could be installed in security cameras, plane or drone mounted cameras and even satellites. They were in development still in the late 90's but in the last few weeks I feel that they've gone into commercial though defense limited distribution. That is what happens when you spray shit on a president btw.
Anyway, our real fight is against the paradigm. The food paradigm, the medical paradigm and the educational paradigm. Other paradigms will fall into place behind these. Someone was commenting on how I had documented the process of how I learned this past few months, though I really showed how I assemble previously learned skills to suit a new task. I am a slow learner when it comes to real new information, and an absolute non learner when it comes to some tasks. Some people have designed the current educational paradigm to run it afoul of our type of learners, but since this is the only kind of learner that will soon be available, it will work out eventually.
*diet and wavelength, flax, chia, bananas, avocados, blueberries will change how you think in a way that will put you out of step with "mongolian purists" or whatever they want to call themselves and other than flax are native american foods, but the flax is needed because we are descendants of egypt*
