Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Friday, July 20, 2007 12:15:44 AM

Hello,
I have been sitting here for two hours while a car has been booming back and forth what sounds like between the schollars rock parking lot and the schollars rock two parking lot, or some very short loop or another.
I dont think I should call, because the dispatcher asks my name and address then it seems the call is reported as a call against my name and address, not a complaint by my name and address. This causes me to feel that I am a second class citizen who has to identify my rank to get basic services that full status americans dont have to worry from.
When the officer came to my house to investigate me for noise when I was making banana bread at 3 in the afternoon, he asked me why I thought the noise was caused by the kkk. Anxiety protocol from years of slavery kicked in and I could not answer.
When I enter the Save a Lot in the morning to buy a cabbage or something the radio station anouncer they are listening to in there starts talking about terrorist attacks, this has happened atleast twice. Today when he did so I said that is so stupid that you are relieved that the newyork steam explosion yesterday is not terrorism because infrastructure failure should be much more frightening.
I suppose this is what I am being punnished for tonight, you know not knowing my place as the hated other who is good enough to do your homework but god help me if I learn something.
When I enter my home after going out breifly, I find things that arent mine sometimes. About 2 or 3 weeks ago I found one of my posters pulled off the wall and an extra knife in my knife block. I've gotten sick of trying to explain stuff like this so I just waited, then not long afterwards I saw that one of the cars in the parking lot had a flat tire. I suppose someone thought it fine to make it look like I slashed it, so I suppose you may have gotten a call about the knife. None of the knives I can account for of mine could be used that way, even the good ones fold up if dropped end first on the floor, but this one could do that kind of job. Its a lot heaver than the ones I have bought.
I suppose there may be other reasons someone might put a knife in someone elses home, none of them make any sense without you recieving some kind of report.
I know I am lucky to have a job where my scedule is monitored for a large part of the day and that others have not been so lucky. I dont consider the anomalies minor, because they are done by the same people who can leave you dead in a dorm room naked from the waist down with a pillow over your face while inspiring university administrators to tell your parents "no reason to suspect foul play" which can only be explained by self eroticism of virgins gone terribly wrong, which is the kind of stuff they say about me already and Im even alive yet.
I think its the kkk because I am an english teacher but I am treated like a prostatute, people have spread rumors I have aids and abortions, and people seem to have too much interest in my mail, underwear and eating habits. or it could be nazis I just say kkk by default.
Anyway, please feel free to show these losers that there are penalties even for doing things to those of us deemed "no penalty" not that I totally disagree with the concept of outlawry I just think it should be confined to those who rape plunder pillage and so forth and not for teachers, students or displaced housewives.
Best regards,
Holly Oeding