Possible motivations include failure to comply with racial hygiene by having a transposition of the chromosomal variety and seeking to not be a whore.
I cant do what many have done to pay off huge student loans, Im hypoglycemic and allergic to latex. I doubt I have ever paid off the cost of my upbringing. Hello, Im writing again. First of all Im pretty sure you read these, and its probably good you don’t respond because I get nervous.
Update on the stalking situation. There is definitely a camera in my room and a tap on the phone and I don’t think its you guys. The unusual traffic outside only stops when I put on my coat and approach the door, I can stand in the window for a hour and it has no effect, but I grab my coat and it stops. I also hear things my neighbors say in the parking lot that conincide with what they do at night.
I don’t know why I get an ssi check, not with certainty. But the people at the hospital who set it up wouldn’t tell me except saying I wasn’t crazy. I am a health nut. And seeking answers on the internet to some of my on going health complaints I realized I have nearly every symptom of downs syndrome except retardation. That may be why I get a check. Granted my features are slightly more refined than typical, but I suspect I am not first generation. Or last generation.
So why so people lie about me, why do neighbors move in and out but it’s the same stuff and Im not crazy? Well, why do bigger schools have better ball teams? Bigger pools to draw from. Do you know that more than 50% of university students report cheating on their homework and tests? That means more than 50% are secure enough in their ability to lie to use deceit in high risk situations.
Im just parked here, but not welcome at all. Scape goated is what I think. I talk to myself, cant hardly keep secrets, say all the wrong things at all the wrong times.
I've talked about the exploitation of my childhood before. I look just like Heather Oeding, or she looks just like me, and I don’t even think we are related. But she looks enough like me to sign papers like adoption papers in my name, which I cant do, Im too emotional, I never could have signed a baby away. She was the predatory one. I was super sexualized but I have never been predatory. I might ask other children when I was young if they wanted to play that way but if they didn’t understand and I couldn’t interest them I actually respected it when I saw it. It made me think about something that seemed more normal. Heather was different. She would force the issue.
When I came back here to finish school it was assumed that Oeding was an anglification of Cohen. I found school very easy, like As were being thrown at my feet. But after I told Sally Jones I was muslim all of that changed. I was being harassed before that time, which is why I was there, but it was a petty competition thing, now it seems every possible kind of dirt anyone could pin on me from ancient history is the "cause" of the continued tormetation. Actually that is giving more credit than is due. The cause is some compensation, and the generous benefactor is still unknown to me.
The facts are high traffic loud engines and radios. Discussion about this and the intention to do this in the parking lot of my building. Continued door slamming, stair stomping beyond normal expectations of usual noise. Activity stopping when I approach the door or go on line.
These are bad news people around here, golden triangle meets severed heads rolling into Mexican nightclubs. I hope it doesn’t get that way here, but where windows go broken and unfixed bigger rats crawl in.
That’s all I can think of right now, and I bet you didn’t find Jill Behrman's pelvis.
