I wanted to write a note to the people who have been supportive and who I really believe to be muslims, well, I kinda think you know, so this note is really for the people on the fence, the ones who havent yet commited to following the cults of personality but are really trying to perfect their understanding of islam, to obey allah and to cease oppression.
Im tired of fighting the daily lies some of the respected admins make up and that the admins of other rooms make up, that they followed me into another room to spread. I have made myself plain time and time again, but it seems my words have no effect.
Since I am no longer interested in sitting in such company as that this morning called me a whore, and that a few days ago called me racist while others were saying nigger and wigger on the mic, I know that the lies they will make up about me will grow and grow. You should understand that if you say anything against it, they will only go so far as to reduce to calling me "that person who" and there will be no change in the direction of the slandars they will invent.
I felt that there was a kind of ballance between those who make it their agenda to attack me and those who were there who made it their agenda to promote islam until Only ONe Truth Islam returned to the room and made it her crusade to make me feel unwelcome. For all the months she was gone, I was seldom spoken to like an idiot child but when she returned her contempt for me had only increased to a level of venomousness that I couldnt resolve.
There is a limit to what a person can do with words, but there is a saying that you cant wake those who dont sleep, and it is my feeling having tested her on many topics and sought her response to many comments that she sinsationalizes my words on pupose and that she deliberately spreads lies.
I might visit other rooms or I might decide that it is unlikely that anyone comes on paltalk to be a muslim but all are here to spread lies and increase hatred towards islam. Though I dont think that is true yet, it seems as though anyone who is really sincere is treated the same as I have been so it is rare that we hang around.
