I had syphalis when I was five years old. It caused widespread braindamage across every center of my brain as well as nerve damage throughout my body. This causes me to have transient simptoms on many levels, so that some days is is verbal, some days it is physical and some days it is emotional. This kind of brain damage causes me to have frequent simptoms of fatigue that I have been fighting with for nearly all my life. When agitated, these simptoms become more severe and can effect multiple levels of functionality at once. For this reason I am sensitive to issues that no legal resident of the united states should be faced with because these issues have an aditional harm to me. Therefore it was extra disturbing to me when an asistant dean of students took it upon himself to spread around that I was a whore and that my condition was self inflicted and that not only did I deserve no mercy but that he would arrange for people to cause me additional problems, such that I could not study in the library or use the common computers to do my homework. He informed my professors that I was suffereing a self inflicted condition that that they should be extra critical and that in no manner was anyone to view my attempts at increasing the effectiveness of my ability to provide for myself as noble but as a waste of time, space and energy and that I was to be regarded as nothing but a disruption to any class or program I was in. Being aware of this made it even harder for me to concentrate yet I did complete my bachelors and my masters but when he found out that I had not stopped after a bachelors he made sure I could not go on for a doctorate.
In order to achieve his goals he visted me under false pretexts at my off campus apartment and set off a chain of events that eventually led to my eviction from more than 7 dwellings, he had me brought into his office administratively on 3 occassions, the last being over complaints that I was not courtious enough at 3am when others were screaming and pounding on my walls and I was hearing every kind of obscenity spoken.
Today he followed me into a store and comented on my purchases though I have not been a student in more than four years. He said that I did not need the extra energy shitakes give me (they seem to have some effect on my brain based fatigue simptoms) and that buying things like pomegranates was why he felt the need to take it upon himself to spread his lies to my former empolyers and students and he said the words that he thought they were paying me more than I was worth ($10 an hour no guaranteed hours for my MA).
I am in this town because my husband likes to see me. He has told me that even if I dont always see him, whenever he has to be here he always gets to see me if only for a moment, and that for this reason he often when faced with a choice between business here or somewhere else is choosing here. He wont let me leave her no matter what you try to do to me though he will retaliate in ways you will find unpleasant. Though his current lifestyle which supports his work does not allow for a wife, he will retire one day, and then he will be more directly repsonsible for how I live. While we had hoped that my life until then would not be so bare bones, this is not due to my lack of trying but due to certain individuals of the nature of this assistant dean of students who have no reason to even know my name, but instead feel that they must also contrive many detours or all things being equal choices to enteract with me and know of my situation. I am phrasing it this way so that you understand that if this matter isnt dealt with others will be taking an interest in the loved ones of those who can resolve this matter in a way that is fully leagal but impossible to stop.
*when this assistant dean of students visited me, he told me he was not working for the bloomignton police but was investigating reports I had made concerning Jill Behrman, so after I told him what I had begun to suspect based on threats I had recieved from a neighbor and conversations I hear from other students, he said I could go with him and he would talk me to "people who know more about these kinds of things" and then they took me to bloomington hospital, where the IU police woman handed me off to a Bloomington policeman to take me to admitting. While I was there they sent for my records from the Lebanon Tennessee facility where they decided that my disablity was sufficient to require financial assistance for life, when they recieve that file they imediately discharged me and everyone stopped treating me like a drug addict. The new doctor I was assigned to who was also a hospital administrator advised me to release my records to the univestity because she said that I was going through something that had happened before though she could not elaborate due to liablity issues, and that if I gave them these records this activity would stop, but I did not believe her, I felt that if they had a better understanding of my real situation they would target their attacks on my with greater precision and they would have the abilty to do me greater harm. Because I did not release those records, the assistand dean of students made it a condition of my continued enrolement in school to see a school therapist who would report back to him on our sessions. At this point I did not know everything that was contained in those records, and I might have been tempted to let them see If I knew then waht I know now except that there were several exchanges between me and the deans office that indicate to me that they may have known those facts already and having that information they could decieve to a greater degree. I also feel that no one should have to reveal private information about themselves when attending school as finanacial and medical records are private and personal for a reason, and any backdoor attempt to get that information is a threat to every student's safety since knowing someone's alergy or the day of a bank transfer can put people into bad situations they have little way out of and can even lead to their death*
