I was thinking about the man on the bus with the tip of his index finger missing, who had scars on his scalp. I was wondering if he was the foster kid who stayed with the Oedings who proved his undying loyalty to Bill by cutting off the tip of his own finger. I wonder if that happened before or after Bill put the jart in his head.
I also wonder what kind of person is still proving his loyalty to someone who would do that.
The worst thing my husband ever did to me, though I am still loyal, was to get me to suck his cock while he considered whether to go be a billionaire industrialist and come back for me after retirement or to stay with me and we could be a petty thug and his mol. So while Im licking his nuts which was possible back then but isnt possible now, he tells me that he realizes that whenever I do this to him hes going to be thinking about taking over the world so he has to go do that and when he is finished with it he will be back for me. I guess a lot of women think Im crazy for being loyal to someone like that but its not that bad, and all relationships have their dark years.
Now some of you are wondering why a billionaire industrialist cant have a wife on hand now. Well it goes back to the founder of his family's wealth. He didnt start his family till he retired and he expected his descendants to do the same. He didnt spend any of his salary or personal income from his businesses until then and he was on 24 hour call. But the real reason he didnt want a wife on hand was because it wasnt her job to thank him for all the good he did for the world, it was the world's job. And if she was there to do it for him, he would loose track of how grateful or ungrateful the people he was helping really were, and this could cause serious problems in prediciting market trends.
