I dont know what to call some of these women. Mom gave birth to them, and if we had not been moved from KSA they would still be part of the extended family, but when we regrouped they had been doing things that caused us to have no intrest in them. And this is considering that there are 3 of my brothers in the Russian Mafia that have full family status.
One of the problems is that some of the women that come from our family are too beautiful, and they think that they can do things because of their beauty. This causes them not to try to hard to develop other skills or to get involved in plans that put them outside.
Thats why Sadeeka is stirring things up, wanting to make public fault with everything I do while she does worse but no one talks about it. She found out we were Tibetan, but she read all the strange tales people tell. She thinks that our family is really low or something and that if my husband rejects me she can be the alternate, but she is only interested in money. To be honest, Im not sure what he wants to do after retirement. Im pretty sure its not live in a van down by the river, but if he did I would be there with him.
Tantric couples dont split and dont take alternates. If one or the other dies we look for them, we even are parents to eachother sometimes. When we have relationships with others, and some of us have a lot of these, they are relationships of subordination, maids and other kinds of things. No one has ever heard of or seen a more than two person one man one woman primary tantric relationship, though there are a lot of girl pairs, these arent primary bonds and unless they bond in family relationship, the relationships are temporary.
