Monday, October 26, 2009

Sour Grapes

Who set who up here? While you were planning to use my amnesia to help you inside trade, it was my husband who got you your job, and it was not until you were secure in that job did he allow my name to change to Oeding.
Now as you cry in your sacrement wine, you need to really take a deep look at yourselves that you could believe I had any nice feelings towards you just for making me get a masters degree to earn ten dollars an hour to talk to you about what I couldnt keep shut about because you paid the people who kept me up at night more than that.
But what I told you was true, the underlying theme, and anyone who can figure it out is welcome to prosper by it. Racism is evil and we are doing everything we possibly can to make racist decision making self punnishing. If you want to increase your financial security invest in ending racism.
But I will never tell you how to do that. If you were sincere you would already know.

you have insured that in order for me to prosper by my own information I have to destroy you first. I do not know at this point if it is sufficient to cut you off from your supports or if I must go way beyond you, as I suspect may be neccessary. It may not be enough to get you fired, put in jail, close your school. I may have to destroy your schools sytem and your whole church. Oh well, you know, its not like I can get a job or anything. Nobody takes me seriously at all either, so how can I be a real threat, I mean, how do you explain that?