When I quit university in 91 it was because I found out what was going on. I didnt think about it a lot, and I left the visuals small and distant, but I saw them and that is what made me unable to have enthusiasm for studying and going into debt, because I understood it would never pay off.
But when I went to see Mom and Dad, they gave me another reason to be interested in education of this nature. And that visualization was even smaller and further off. In fact I still dont know, and I had to generate delusions to create enthusiasm, and my parents didnt contribute to those delusions for fear to telling others before me why I am here.
