it changed the types of actions possible in the minds of Mom and Dad concerning all that had happened in the past, because it showed that the people who were exploiting me at every turn knew from the early begining that I was a muslim. It was a kind of game they were playing. Mom and Dad always let people lie unless there is some obvious physical evidence that allows them to cross more open kinds of territory with less worry about snipers and people on the ridges with boulders. They knew at that point that certain moves would be impossible for the vatican, because they would cross back on their own tracks on too many illegal things.
*when I was a kid, other than learning medical things, I wasnt really raised tibetan by my mom and dad, Gramps taught me all the old speech forms and the common analogies, but when I said this to people around bloomington, told people I was tibetan before going to see Mom and Dad, they rejected it, they said they know the list of names of tibetans and all their locations, but this was only possible because the muslim mainstream and nyingma tibetans were cast on the wind, and only later there was some effort to reintigrate the nyingma (because we are all the siddahs and no one wanted to just look at people wearing red but they wanted to see some levitation and get some mental issues cleared up, and they wanted to see real instruction even if they didnt want to listen), but only because we all have two identities minimum, and the yellow bellied sapsuckers did so little work they didnt realize we were the mainstream muslims also*
