Thursday, July 29, 2010

Sleep Patterns

The past few days I've been falling asleep when whatever upstairs whore has been smoking in this small space wears off on me. Thats usually after 6am and the roofers start at 7am. At which point I snooze several hours at a time until some point between 11am and 1pm. I am able to sleep through the roofers because their noise has no relationship with my position in the bed, the phase of sleep I am entering or whether or not I am snoring.
For years I have known that the neighbors who are charged with waking me at night can see me because of the exact relationship to my sleep stage or body position that is correlated with specific noise events they create. There was quite an adjustment period getting used to not just being awakened but being told things like "hey wake up I have a client who wants to see you masturbate" and whether my assumption was true or not it made me feel that people beyond the upstairs apartment were also watching and phoning or typing in to give suggestions.
Again I want to advise that there are many forms of perfectly legal recorded and interactive porn available in many price ranges for people of every proclivity and taste and that no one has the right or need to pester someone like me whatever their interests are, and that internet monitoring is progressing much faster than laws and debugging programs.
*When I sleep normally I often dream and sometimes these dreams take the form of memories of days I spent in the past in which something unusual happened, often as well the unusual thing is being punished for something I cant figure out, I keep having these dreams until I understand "what I did wrong" its usually horrifying from an adult point of view looking back at what was meant to be a childhood*