Sunday, December 21, 2014

Normalizing Sorta Like Gradually

I was thinking this morning when trying to wake me really early in the morning backfired into me getting out of bed at about 9:30 and deciding to skip breakfast and just laze around in the living room until lunch time listening to NPR which was unusually entertaining this morning talking about santas and tortoises and stuff, about Goat Jack needing to finish out his work here so he can go back to the work he needs to resume on the Kyrgyz Steppe but that he needs to take his supplements and watch his blood sugar because there is a lot of detail to what he needs to accomplish and it will suck if he has to restart on this without completing this task.
I don't think that will happen but we can't be casual about it.
 Someone in a place where this kind of conversation was startling tried to tell him I shouldn't have gotten involved with local paganism ever and he told this guy that they had gotten involved with me very early in life and when I got independent I felt I needed to see them in the light so that I would understand better who would be messing with me all that time. I also realized that Phyllis Bond is "red deb" who Tree introduced me to and that she took that name because Deborah Parker is "the red queen". I got that vibe from the legal guy too when I said talking to these people was like going down the rabbit hole and it wasn't that I didn't try to sort things out person to person, its just that the human involvement was a little scant.
Its been concluded that its an important point that there is a "way of life" issue here regarding all "non christains" and satanism presumption. It doesn't help that I probably tried to explain that satan is shiva and he behaves better if you don't do a variety of bad things around him. We also talked about my hypothesis that the KKK is a satanic organization and if you consider how they burn crosses and are into human sacrifice its not a far stretch at all. A lot of people are starting to see my point of view that organized christianity is also a kind of bad stuff that isn't the good bad stuff that I like.
Not that everyone I meet with relationship to a church has no relationship to me, its just that more often than not it seems that way and I have seen people who know full well who I am and I'm the last person they want their sheeple to meet or think about because that "isn't what we do here".
So my story about how the children's home gave me to satanists on purpose has been considered valid. I also watched Rob Zombie's "The Devil's Rejects" last night, he's one of ours and that was about my childhood entirely. I know that's why they chose the music, because I wasn't the only child around who didn't join them.
The only fiction was gunning people down in daylight. These people sneak in the dark, but otherwise they are exactly like that.
They also rarely ever use guns.
Anyway, the reason they watch me all the time, the real reason, is I levitate mountains sometimes, when I'm in the mood and mom is singing cover songs, or they know that the matrix of power that they are working with Satan requires certain rituals and acts on their part that they know I have not done and they don't understand why he gives me so much power to do things and they wont understand that he only controls a part of the power, and that I make efficient use of what I get from him, but that I bypass him all the time and deal with angels directly and you can't tell them that there are two types of angels but that they are all still submitted to the will of Allah and that some of them are moving people closer to Jannah and some are moving people closer to Jahannam and they can't tell the difference between people, though they do respond to being talked to in different ways and even the angels that you have to do a really funky dance to call up and will always do the same thing whenever you do that dance talk to all the other angels as one family of beings and belief and submission to Allah and rejection of false authority (He will tell people about real authority if they over generalize on that) will help you recover from absolutely anything though it wont always get you out of everything, though there are some mistakes some kinds of people will never make to the last day.